My Eyeliner Speaks It

As what I've said earlier, one of the things I (will try to) devote myself is the art of eyes.
If you're wondering about what it means, it simply means that I'll develop my eyeliner-drawing skills. People know that I'm so fond of eyeliners and it sorta becomes one of my national self-identity (?). I should thank 2014, for it was the time I began to teach myself wearing eyeliner. Ngaha

Lol. Of course it's not that.
Wait, the eyeliner still takes part tho.
My friends have been telling me that I have a face that can't lie. Trust me, I'm a good liar when I switch the mode on. And oh, I think I'll end up winning Grammy when it comes to acting like my world is full of rainbows and unicorns. (Seriously, people only know me as a chattery kid with overloading sugar-rush and I can't even believe I can keep all my psychological problems to myself for these 18 frigging years of my life). It's actually storms in my brain and thunders in my chest, like hella.

Er, back to the topic, a face that can't lie. Hell, I'm also good at displaying the most convincing un-amused face and I'm a master when it comes to honestly showing my annoyance. When I'm exhausted, irritated, pissed off, my face naturally shows it.
Aaaaand what makes me fail to hide that is because of my eyes.....
I decide to teach myself to 'behave with my eyes'.
Then what the hell is the eyeliner doing here?
Haha I know I've been chirping rubbish I'm sorry wait what why do I have to be sorry this is my blog.
Sorry.
Sometimes, I use eyeliners to help me express myself.

Usually, when I draw eyeliners boldly, means I start the day not-so-nicely. And when I'm a lot happier, I'll draw the eyeliner way thinner. Oh, not to the point that I'm not wearing any. See, I've got the Chinese doe-eye with deep double eyelid and since my eyes look so slanted with no glasses, there's no way I'll stroll down the streets with no eyeliner.

Life is cruel.

Aaaaaaanyway.

That also helps me to express myself in some artsy way and I think that's more bearable. I'm the kind of people who tend to rant a lot in a not so elegant manner, ish, this helps me out.

Like for example:

This. I drew this as my reaction towards the Israel-Palestine issue, 20 weeks ago. Instead of speaking with my mouth, I decided to bring it on eyeliners and scarf. Go ahead if you want to think I'm too weird to use these media, and even went much more to draw on my face too, but I just wanted to visualize that I also feel the spilled anger tears and the broken cries.

And also:

My friends told me that my eyes always looked too sharp and scary when I went all-out with my 'creativity' but this is only my expression of

"LOOK AT ME IN THE EYELINER AND SEE IF YOU CAN BEAR GETTING ON MY WAY, YOU PEASANT. DON'T MESS WITH ME. YOU'RE DEALING WITH THE WRONG EYES TODAY SO BACK OFF!!"

Phew. It's just so good to shoo irritating people away without the need to open my mouth.

What? I'm human too, it's human's common thing right....

I don't think this post makes any sense. I should stop here.

find the pics of my eye-doodling (?) here